
23/07/08
I can’t believe you three are really leaving at the end of this year. But it’s what the three of you want, and loving someone is being happy for them even if it means your own happiness is compromised. I hate having to say goodbye to the people I love, but I seem to be doing it more often than usual these days. When you three leave, what am I doing to do? Who’s going to sing with me every Amath lesson, or let me steal his iPhone for the week, or get addicted to Death Cab for Cutie with? Who am I going to spend the entire Lit lesson with taking Macbook pictures? Who’s going to stand at every staircase and behind every classroom door, just to try and scare me?
I’m going to miss you three like you can’t even believe it.
♥
School today was fantastic :) The days are passing so fast and it feels like someone’s put life on fast-forward. I know, at the end of it all, that I’m going to hate myself for letting all the time I could’ve spent with the people I love trickle away through my fingertips, like insignificant grains of sand on a beach you thought would be there forever.