Why do they make it hard to love you?
Why can’t they even start to try?
‘Cause now I feel a bridge is burning
And all the smoke is in my eyes
I realize I never let them know me
I always wanted to be right
Took a mistake to really show me
Exactly what they were like
Finally finished updating this stupid dead [...]
Archive for May, 2008
i took off my iron smile babe, cos i felt it weighed me down
Posted in General musings on May 24, 2008 | 2 Comments »
this concrete road used to be just dirt
Posted in General musings on May 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I want to paint my face and pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up I don’t even want to look at myself
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don’t want you to think I’m complaining all the time
22nd May
Liz stayed over and we had to drag ourselves out of bed for [...]
oh, so polite indeed
Posted in General musings on May 24, 2008 | 2 Comments »
We would be warm below the storm
In our little hideaway beneath the waves
Resting our head on the sea bed
In an octopus’ garden near a cave
We would sing and dance around
because we know we can’t be found
I’d like to be under the sea
In an octopus’ garden in the shade
you take your girl and you multiply by her 4
Posted in General musings on May 23, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Neon on my naked skin, passing silhouettes
Of strange illuminated mannequins
Shall I stay here at the zoo
Or should I go and change my point of view
For other ugly scenes
It’s easy when you’re big in Japan
got the jaws now locked down in smile, but nothing is all right
Posted in General musings on May 23, 2008 | 1 Comment »
If I am lost for a day; try and find me
But if I don’t come back, then I won’t look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is the darkest and June is the light
But this empty bedroom won’t make anything right
While out on the [...]
you can make a million dollars, but you might lose yourself
Posted in General musings on May 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’ll take her home after midnight if she likes
i’ll tell her lies of how we’ll fall in love by the morning
i don’t think she’ll know i’m saying goodbye
♥
saturday nights in neon lights
Posted in General musings on May 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Grey skies and light fading,
Headlamps making patterns on the wall
Uptown it’s dead now but,
Out here no one seems to care at all
Slick girls and sick boys and
Each one lining up to take it home
They hold tight their coin and pray
No one has to see the fall
17th May
Dragged myself out of bed to meet the Emo [...]
spent too much time on the other side, and she forgot to let the daylight in
Posted in General musings on May 22, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Last night in the street, collapsed on itself
In fact, it broke right in two
And I fell in the strawberry vines
Into a pool of strawberry wine
Strawberry wine and clouds
Burning in the desert, surrounded in flowers
But the stems broke the armor and the morning comes
Until its all just the same things again
16th May
Approximately.. A week ago! I [...]
what ghosts exist behind these attic walls?
Posted in General musings on May 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes I find myself standing on the brink of something magnificent; possibly great, if you’d want to put it that way. How many times have we walked away from the edge for fear of falling, for fear of risking it all and then, being forced to stand back and watch them laugh at our dreams?
and these mistakes [...]
up, up and away
Posted in General musings on May 15, 2008 | 2 Comments »
And when she’s tired, she doesn’t sleep
Its been a week since I’ve seen her eat
She’s skin and bones, she’s beautiful
No matter what
I wish I could help her see
She means the world to me
But the world, it doesn’t mean much to her
♥
