These are the times
When we live inside our minds
With our hands in the air
There’s voices everywhere

In the slipstream,
It’s like a daydream
These are the days when we’re dancing through the haze

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:) :) :)

darling, you give love a bad name

joshua star says:
wah lao u said that to make me feel like im making you feel like your super evil then i feel super evil for making you feel super evil

Hahaha Dahlburg is damn cute, he’s like practically having a conversation with himself! He always knows what to say to make me laugh :)

♥

You broke my heart, you broke my mind
Girl, you done broke me down inside.
You broke my name, you broke my will
I can’t believe I love you still.
Can’t go back, can’t move on
Any other girl, I’d be long gone
Don’t know what to do,
Can’t get over you… Heartbreaker!

So my weekend was crazy. I can’t think of a better word to describe it.

Met Liz on Saturday and headed to Haji Lane. I’ve missed that place! I think the people forgot us already because we haven’t been in almost a month.. :( Anyway, I felt really sick after that and threw up. It was kinda gross.. Luckily Super Liz was there to rescue me! :) We watched the X-FILESSSSS which was freaky, but the show was totally ruined by these stupid China girls who refused to stop talking throughout the entire show.. In Chinese. They were just talking and talking and talking.. They sounded like those tiny birds that twitter constantly. The kind you throw rocks at.

hehe Junhung ordered $200 worth of pizza..

OIL PAPER EMERGENCY hahah

my phone and liz’s phone :)

Anyway, we shopped for a bit then headed to Russian’s place for POKER NIGHT! It was reallllllly fun, I swear we have to do this like every night after the exams. Or prelims. We’ll see how it goes.. :) Quite a few people went actually- Biondi, John, Junhung, Ang Moh, Kyk, Sam, Gralf, Homebitch, Masashi, Nick, Edward, Hans, Liz, Larry and like a bunch of Koreans who’s names I don’t know (or can’t spell). At least I think that’s all the people who went? Yeeeaahhh I won more money this time! NOT $1.40 AGAIN which, now that I think about it, was really weak.

HAHAHAH! love this pic of Biondi :)

 

MASSIVE MUTANT PRAWNS!

:) :) :)

it was.. hot..

Sorry Priss for not being able to meet up! Next week :) :) :) We have stuff to discuss!! (it rhymes btw hehe) Anyway, my brother got the new iPhone last week.. The 3G one I think? It’s so hot, I really want one hahaha. It makes the current iPhone look reeeaallly ugly.. Anyway, it’s Monday tomorrow- I can’t wait to see Juus, I’ve missed that idiot :(

xoxo

nostalgia’s as thick as the August air
it takes us back to a time when we didn’t care

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and will you tell all your friends you’ve got your gun to my head?

I wear the red shoes with the holes
To remind me what we went through
Sit down here, kick ‘em off enough
Not had enough of you I tell you

You know the car you drive
Keeps breaking down and never starts
Next thing, I’m pulling up to you
We’re in the backseat driving it home

No one wants to be alone

David has the best PSP game everxXxXx :) I lent him my iPhone and he lent me his PSP and it totally got me through English! Except that after like 2 minutes Biondi stole it and refused to give it back. I am so ready for tomorrow night, man. BRING ON THE BIG GUNZZZ!

There were so many things that happened today that made me laugh like an idiot. I love Fridays :) Marcus is injured again, he stepped on a nail.. What a loser hahah Junhung and I were making fun of him in the morning, thank god he’s crippled now otherwise I think he’d have stabbed me with his crutch. Anyway I’m seeing Liz tomorrow afternoon! So excited, can’t wait. I haven’t talked to that crazy skank in forever<3 Also, my mom was being a yummy mummy and bought me lots of perfume today.. Hehe it was actually pretty fun spending time with her, god knows it’s been a long time.

But, I just have to say this so it’s off my chest:

I really don’t care that you don’t trust me, or that you think that you’re above me somehow. I don’t, not at all. I asked because I was being polite, and if you didn’t want to tell me it’s fine because I would’ve never told you either. I guess sometimes you have the upper hand, but that’s just because I got tired of playing this game. Just remember this, darling- Whatever they’re saying about me, they’re saying about you, too.

you said move on, where do i go?
i guess second-best is all i will know

♥

your words are the only words that i believe in afterwards

23/07/08

I can’t believe you three are really leaving at the end of this year. But it’s what the three of you want, and loving someone is being happy for them even if it means your own happiness is compromised. I hate having to say goodbye to the people I love, but I seem to be doing it more often than usual these days. When you three leave, what am I doing to do? Who’s going to sing with me every Amath lesson, or let me steal his iPhone for the week, or get addicted to Death Cab for Cutie with? Who am I going to spend the entire Lit lesson with taking Macbook pictures? Who’s going to stand at every staircase and behind every classroom door, just to try and scare me?

I’m going to miss you three like you can’t even believe it.

♥

School today was fantastic :) The days are passing so fast and it feels like someone’s put life on fast-forward. I know, at the end of it all, that I’m going to hate myself for letting all the time I could’ve spent with the people I love trickle away through my fingertips, like insignificant grains of sand on a beach you thought would be there forever.

i know i’m not enough to even make you think

It feels like I’m trying to find my way out of a labyrinth. It was so easy coming in, I just had to follow the path. But now that I’m trying to get out, it’s like every turn I take leads me to a dead end. Maybe it was foolish of me to walk into the labyrinth in the first place. I just thought it would be nicer to be in the dark for a while, but that was just me being ignorant. They tell me the grass always seems greener on the other side, but I never learn. I should know, better than anyone, that it never is.

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I’ve been neglecting the people I love. I find myself drifting through my days- I say all the right things and I laugh at the right times but hardly any of it feels real. I don’t know why but I feel like a boat in the middle of the ocean, bobbing along with the changing tide. So many things are happening around me and we all know that time waits for no one, but I find it troubling that no matter how far I stretch my fingers, I always seem to be just a little bit too far away.

will i laugh about the things that kept me awake?

another time, another place

An angel’s smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion’s a prison, you can’t break free

We had a free period yesterday, so Moni and I sat in the canteen with 6 packets of killer cuttlefish, those addictive chips from the bookshop and sparkling candy :) It was raining, and there was something strangely comforting about being so close to the rain for the first time in a long time. I remember the early years when a rainy day meant having an excuse to run out under the patchwork sky and having piggyback races across the carpark, or slipping and sliding across the tiles, or even having waterfights in the toilets. I remember one afternoon when some of us -I think it was Maddy, Charins and Liz (but I’m not sure)- hijacked the second-level toilet and practically flooded it with soap and water. We spent hours sliding from one end of the toilet to the other end, falling over each other laughing till it hurt :)

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It was my fatty’s birthday on Sunday :) Happy birthday you oldie<3 Yesterday I got 3 letters and they made me smile so much :) I love getting random letters from people.. If there’s one way that people can make you feel loved, it’s by writing you a letter.

♥

This week feels like it’s going to be a good week :) :) :)

forget regret, or life is yours to miss

the heart can freeze, or it can burn

Updating this thing has become really troublesome. It’s like I never have any time anymore to sit around doing nothing, yet that’s all I seem to be doing. I actually really hate to blog if I didn’t take any pictures, but last week I took so many that the thought of having to upload over a billion really freaked me out..

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jump shots at 3am :) <333

daniel and i are laguna beach WHORES!!!

love my skank <333

hahaha john is so hopeless :)

best husband ever<3

A* history student my ass hahahha :)

I’ll let the pictures speak for themselves, but 2 pretty big events were a mixed touch rugby match against SJI(Intl) on Wednesday which was awesome, followed by a totally random 8-a-side mixed touch game which was crazy fun..  Battle of the Bands on Friday- It was really fun, and the bands were amazing :) Especially OUR BAND! :) I spent half my time backstage, which is weird when I think about it now. I don’t even know why but I seemed to be there a lot.. I made a new friend! Alex or smth. Ezra was jealous because Alex liked me more.. Well it’s not surprising why right. Hahah jk jk :) It was so gay, they were so amazing but because so few of us went, voting for them was really.. Impossible.

Congrats to ACS(I) for winning though, must be because MARCUS sang! I was so shocked when he started singing, I was like literally speechless. Stupid talented asshole hahaha.

UNGLAMITY <3333

:)

this might have been after trying not to die while sprinting down a ginormous hill

HITLER!

hitler wannabe hehe

homeless together..

:)

what we loveee to do in lit.. :)

Poker night at Junhung’s after was damn fun :) I won like $1.40. How loser right? Nick, who learnt how to play DURING ENGLISH that day won $17. Liz came over to mine but because I forgot my keys, we ended up sitting on the roadside till like 4am eating cup noodles till my brother came home.

:) :) :)

my two favouritessss :)

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I dyed my hair on Saturday morning. Hahah this is the second time I’m dying it in a month. I actually wanted to go really light and get it all blonde and shit.. But last minute I decided to have it dyed blue-black. However, I am never letting a hairdresser touch my hair, ever ever ever again. I nearly cried when I saw half of it on the floor at her feet. I had to dig my fingernails into the armrest so that I wouldn’t stab her face. She disfigured my hair.. BUT IT’S OK! Hair grows back (eventually)! Right Junhung? :)

out of the corner of your eye will be the only way you’re looking at me, then

♥

one look, one touch
i pretend you linger, but i know better
my beating heart
sweaty palms
goosebumps on my arms, under my skin
that smile- i’d do anything to see it
an accident
call it chance
little signs, but i know better
no
no more
but
what if?

a message from your heart

Yesterday, I lost one of my biggest secrets. Yet it left me with a strange feeling insde; Neither fear nor liberation, but something I couldn’t quite place. I realised that I didn’t care anymore if people knew, if people looked down on me for making that kind of decision. I used to be so scared of people treating me differently because of it, but I should’ve known that my friends would have been able to accept me, even if they didn’t quite agree with what I had done.

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I met Ian for breakfast this morning.. Heh. He’s my lucky charm! :) I had a really nice day. After dissolving during a killer Amath test (along with the rest of my class haha), I spent the rest of break with my bffl. I’ve missed him.. We hardly talk anymore :( Even though he attacks me constantly and his words cut me like nobody elses can, he’s an amazing guy. And God, I love him, too much sometimes. We have matching pink friendship bands now.. :)

so i smiled and tried to mean it

i said “hey girl, what a lonely, lonely life”

New York, December 07, the day it snowed :)

Qibee and I :)

♥